A confessional deep-dive into my recent limerence spiral over a Hungarian blonde I met in Budapest. I explore the delusion, the fantasy, the psychology, and the chaos of falling for someone you barely know. If you’ve ever created a whole love story in your head - welcome home!

Nineteen is a very strange age - old enough to feel pressure, young enough to still have no idea what you’re doing. I thought I had it all figured out… until I didn’t. Here’s what happened when I let go of my “plan” and learned to be okay with feeling lost.